Milestones

Milestones, for some they can mean making it to the top of Mount Everest, for others, surviving to see the next sunrise. Technically of course, it measures the distance that you have traveled from one place to the next. I do not know about you dear reader, but for me, it is hard for me …

What’s Wrong with Me?

What's wrong with me? I think everyone has asked themselves that at one point or another. I certainly asked it of my self often enough, especially during those awkward teenage years. Fortunately, or unfortunately, what is wrong with me can actually be diagnosed. I have PTSD, or Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, moderate reoccurring depression, and …

The Dark Days

It is a common misconception that depression is being sad all the time. This is not true. When you are depressed, mostly what you feel is nothing. An absence in yourself. You feel no motivation, no joy, no anything. You might as well be feeling the equivalent to watching a pot of water, waiting for …

Moments

Earlier I mentioned how with very few exceptions, there is no real, "one day" where your entire life got off track. But there can be moments. Moments where you took that final step that set you permanently off course. I can remember my moment. New York City, 2015. I was in my Junior year of …